Who's the One?

Who is the most important person in your life?

Your mom? Dad? Sister? Brother? Girlfriend/boyfriend? Your bestfriend?

YOURSELF.

Let say if your answer is your boyfriend or girlfriend.” Everyone leaves”, I read this from my friend’s twitter that taken from a TV serial quote. No matter they promise you that they’ll be with ‘til the end of of time, or forever, or whatever, they’ll leave, life or dead, they leave. They live you with a broken heart, sadness, again, whatever it is, they leave. For some period, you live with the pathetic feeling of being left, then you start to build your life again, find YOUR another happiness. Then, your boyfriend or girlfriend or even your wife or husband, is not in the first place in your life. You care of yourself most.

Sister? Brother? Your mom or dad? They are the most lovable creatures on earth, aren’t they? I don’t need to explain how they meant to our life. The most important is their happiness, especially the parents. Their happiness is ours. THEIR HAPPINESS IS OURS.



You may realize it or not, the most important person in our life, is our self. Yourself. We’re living in the journey of finding our own happiness. Even when you say your parents’ happiness is your priority. If they’re happy, you’re happy. See? You’re happy, if they’re happy. In the end of the sentence, there’s you. So be happy, by making your beloved people happy.

Espresso?

I’m letting you go, 2010.

A day left until the new year. WOOWWWWWW. This have been a very very tough year for me. No, chill, I’m not gonna write a gloomy pathetic sad story of me. Well I may accidentally put some on this later, you may laugh on it.

This is my year! 2010 for GYNAECIA. Love, sucks. College, surviving. Europe, amazing. So I’m pretty much living in a rollercoaster ride. Do I regret this? Some of my words and acts, yes. For the entire story, not at all. This is another way of learning, becoming a better human, better person to deserve a better life on earth. Ya ya, gue nyoba sebijak mungkin napak tilas hidup gue setahun ini. Sulit sih, some of it bikin ngenes sih, but I’m looking forward for my life in next year.

A friend of mine, months ago, said this when I was grumbling about my life scene, “Gyna, I don’t want to be your sweet mouth friend. Shit happens. Now’s your turn to taste them, gross, but yes you have to so you know how to prevent yourself from another shit, or if the shit comes again, you know how to handle yourself in a better way, and you know life after shit-happening-period is heavenly sweet. So yes, eat that now, girl.” Nice friend huh?!

Jadi inget-inget lagi duluuuuu banget, masih di tahun 2010, hemm…waktu itu lagi sedih nestapi mau mati tapi ngga berani tapi hidup juga setengah sadar gitu, then, setelah nyoba nerimo, setelah akhirnya bisa ngomong “ yoweslah ya… sedih dulu gapapa deh” , sweet karma happened. Someone new was there (well not now), then I got a good mark on exam, and EUROPE. Splendid journey. I promise I’ll write my trip in another time,k?


Candy has more glucose after you taste espresso. Bahkan espresso yang pahitnya amit-amit punya kenikmatan sendiri. Kebanyakan manis-manis juga ngga bagus kan? Keenakan, lupa diri trus diabetes, mati deh. Imbangi dengan makanan berserat, buah-buahan dan olahrga serta gaya hidup sehat. Oke, gue mahasiswa kedokteran, nyeremoet dikit, maaf. Candy, for a great things happen after the sucky things, mentioned as espresso.
I’m not having my sweet moment now, but I know I will. That’s why I’m looking forward for 2011. I don’t mind what happened this year, I’ll keep it for me. I’m just more then ready for another life journey. Au revoir 2010 !

I think I need a cup of espresso, for tomorrow's ah tonite, later, New Year's Eve Party, well yes to keep me up alnite. Want some,pals? :)

Back on Track, Holiday on Crack

It’s been awhile. Months. Writing. Blogging. Attathing.

I AM BACK

Not that I’m a routine writer, or a writer, or great in writing, tapi ya. Gue suka nulis. Hampir setahun then beberapa bulan lalu terakhir nge-post di sini. Itu juga karena G6 (yearite Gee six) that goes for Gyna Galau Gara-Gara Good Guy is Gone. Twat. Sekarang ceritanya lagi ngakalin otak supaya hasrat nulis ngga muncul karena lagi galau, bukan karena love thingy ya. Well then I’m here now babbling again, karena galau juga sih. No! bukan karena cicintaan ya. Blame to holiday and I’m one of useless creature on earth! I really have nothing to do! Darn !
I already knew that I’ll be a bored jobless and noisy during holiday. Sebagai prevensi, sebelum libur gue borong dvd sebanyak-banyaknya. Most of them are TV serials. Let me share them.


1. The Big Bang Theory
Gue belom lama mulai nonton ini. Ada kali ya 2 bulan, and I’m in love! Really. Ngga ada yang ganteng, ngga romantis, ngga banyak intrik. Sitkom pintar, mutlak. Tentang ilmuwan-ilmuwan gitu, nerdy, geeky. There are 5 main casts in the story.

- Sheldon , the smartest one, in his opinion. My favorite cast. Dengan tingkat intelejensia yang super minus kemampuan sosialisasi yang strickingly below anyone in this world whose bad at communication (lebay oyeah), he’s the man! Bazinga ! Super nyebelin, but that’s Sheldon.
- Leonard. Sheldon’s roommate. Second man of the story, also a physician, not as smart(ass) as Sheldon, better in communication comparing to Shel. In love with Penny (described later).
- Raj, foreign physician from India. He has akind of disability if I may say, that is, he barely CAN’T SPEAK TO WOMEN. Any kind of women. Except when he’s drunk.
- Howard, a jewish physician, lives with his mother, and oversensing-overneedy-of-sex. Yea. This not makes him like a Casanova, really. Creepy, crappy, yes.
- Penny. A blondie lives across Sheldon and Leonard’s apartment. Comparing the the boys, yes, she’s a dummy. This chick is whom Leonard’s been falling for in the whole story.
Yap, imagine this 4 overIQ level and a low level (jahat sih yah aha) girl shares some stories. Laugh to death though I don’t even understand some of the words they used. Bukan karena gue bego ya (denial), tapi serial ini segitu pniternya sampe Chuck Lorre & Bill Prady make konsultan science buat skenarionya, well yes I’m a dummy in science too by then. It’s a must to watch this serial.

2. Skins
Wild, London, good-looking Tony, drugs, good music, young, twatter, British (did I mention London before?), lot of sex scene. Period. Menarik sekali untuk ditonton saudara-saudara. Just don’t watch it while there are kids around you. TONY IS A HOTTIE.

3. Gossip Girl
Good looking creatures, high fashions, high lifestyles, intrigues, good music, interesting stories. Well, well, well. I bet you all already know the red line of this one. I LOVE YOU TIL DEATH, BLAIR WALDORF!
Good looking creatures, high fashions, high lifestyles, intrigues, good music, interesting stories. Well, well, well. I bet you all already know the red line of this one. I LOVE YOU TIL DEATH, BLAIR WALDORF!

4. Modern Family
A normal family ( dad + mom + 3 kids), an unusual normal family (a dad formerly known as rich grandpa + a hot Columbian second wife + a 10 yo kid), a gay couple ( dad + dad physically,mom inside + adopted daughter). Mom from normal fam and dad from gay couple are grandpa’s children. Modern , right? Funny though.

5. Vampire Diaries season 2
Belom ditonton. All I know I Damon Salvatore still the man! Mine!

6. Leverage
Rekomendasi sahabat gue, Ifad, belom ditonton. Bentar ya Fad :)



So I’m gonna grab another DVD and watch it and later on I’ll write again. Til then, ADIOS.

Sindrom ujian, thanks to hindustani.

Ujiaaan ujiaaan! Kata yg slama 4 bln ini diharamkan diantara kami mahasiswa fk unpad 07. Akhirnya si haram itu datang jg. Haaah. Dimulai nanti tgl 25 mei dengan SOCA atau Student Oral Case Analysis. Apa itu apa itu? Intinya si kta bkal presentasi kasus di dpan dokter penguji slama 20 menit.tp yg gawat adalah:
1. Kasusnya ditentuin ntar pas di ruang isolasi. Undian gitulah. Mana tau dpt kasus apa. Kasusnya itu ada 30 saudara2! 1:30 kemungkinannya. Fa'laaaah..
2. Sampai h-6 ini saya br nyampe kasuk ke 25. Yaah 5 lg si,tp blum mau ngulang yg kmaren2..
3. Meriang! Hih. Hari ini besties saya yg namanya kara adistri menginap! Cihuy ada tmen begadang.

Lalu ujian tahap 2: bhp! Atau bioethics and human...apa ya? P nya apa ya lupa. Ah gitulah. Ujian yg dipandang sebelah mata sm kami semua..yah,setidaknya saya dan beberapa teman. Ah yaudahlah itu mah ngapalinny h-1 jg no problemo.

Nah nah,tgl 5mei ni keramat: MDE yg saya lupa singkatannya apa( yg pasti e nya itu exam).
Ujian nulis gitu lah standar,tp yg ga standar adalah jumlah soalnya which is 200 yg harus ditempuh dlm wkt 200menit pula,ditambah lg soal2nya sulit luar biasa (anda tidak akan melihat wajah kami tersipu merah jambu apalagi segar bugar saat keluar ruangan). Dan jarak dr bhp ke mde itu cm seminggu. Dan mde sistem syaraf ini sks nya 10! Krusial sekali ya dosen fk ini bikin jadwal.
Lalu yg keempat, OSCE. Ga tau jg apa singkatannya. Jadi ujian ini kita semacam praktek gitu melakukan pemeriksaan2 trhadap pasien. Ada pasiennya juga. Dan ga cm 1 pemeriksaan! Tp sepuluh! Sepuluh! Dan lagi2, jarak dr mde ke osce itu seminggu! Cuma seminggu! Tgl 11 juni osce,teman!




Jadi,yg saya lakukan terhitung 3minggu kemaren adalah bikin draft buat soca,ntn india ama full house tiap malem. Oke,2 mggu kmaren,masi bikin draft,ntn india,full house.
Dr senin kmaren,udah mulai blajar ngomong sambl ngapalin gitu lah.
Nah,tadi malem,saya kan lg ngapalin MOOD DISORDER, dimana mood itu adalah keadaan emosional seseorang yg mempengaruhi seseorang dlm cara pandang serta persepsi trhadap diri,org lain dan lingkungan. Dan tadi malem,stelah smsan romantis sm osman (wajah memerah sambil guling2 nyumputin malu),semangat 45 ni ngapalin bait demi bait tulisan d draft. Kejadian ini bikin saya serasa pny mood disorder. Tiba2,,dr seberang rumah ada yg nyanyi2 lg kebaktian, sdikit buyar ni konsen,tp oke,lanjut.. Ga lama,di televisi kan indosiar lg muter film india kan(ga ditonton soalnya blajar), nah ada adegan bapak2 lg ngmg dgn nada serius,eh kok suaranya makin gede ya,kok makin jelas,kok suara bapak2ny makin deket,kok kaya di luar rumah. Merinding ni udh mikir aneh,soalnya lg ga megang remote,si mbak jg tidur. Nah lo,apaan ni apaan? Dgn takut2,saya beranikan diri buat mengintip keluar jendela berharap yg aneh2 yg saya pikirin itu ngga ada. Dan apa yg saya lihat? Sosok tinggi besar di gelapnya jalan depan rumah, saya mengamati dgn seksama..apa itu? Lalu matanya melihat ke arah saya.sosok gelap itu, yg terlihat hanya matanya yg putih jernih dan sedang menatap ke arah saya! Alangkah terkejut saya. Segera saya tutup tìrai,tp dgn rasa penasaran saya buka lg sdikit dan mengintip perlahan. Saya2 benar2 tdk bisa mempercayai mata saya trnyata itu adalah..
3 ORANG PEMUDA INDIA! Iya betul 3 orang india sedang ngobrol santai di jalan depan rumah. Sialan. Pantas saja suara di tv itu terdengar nyata. Oya, 3 orang itu tinggi besar,kulit hitam dan baju hitam,serta mengenakan semacam sorban hitam + jalan depan rumah memang agak gelap krn lampu jalan ga ada. India rehe rehe!
Saya pun beringsut ke dalam selimut,menggenggam draft yg mulai kusut dan basah oleh keringat. Dan percakapan ala salman khan itu masih berlanjut di luar rumah saya tepat sampai film india di indosiar habis. Persepsi saya tentang pemuda india itu tidak akan pernah sama lg. Namaste.

guilty pleasure

'atherosclerosis is a thickening and hardening of blood vessels caused by accumulation of lipid-laden macrophages within arterial wall.one of it's risk factors is hyperlipidemia'

Last sentence i read. And another chips throwed inside my mouth.

Im 20 years old and rite now is 23:51. What am i doing? Eating trash! Eating too much lipid since 4 hours ago! Guilty pleasure somehow,while i already know that im saving disease in future.
Sadly,im a med student. Hahaha.
I can imagine this lipid storage someday could sloughed in my vessels,crawling like a marbles and push inside living and old organs.. Voila! Destroyed me!
Creepy!

But i just cant stop.this cassava chips feels like heaven :(


(Dedicated to all night eaters. Lol)