Friday, December 31, 2010


I’m letting you go, 2010.

A day left until the new year. WOOWWWWWW. This have been a very very tough year for me. No, chill, I’m not gonna write a gloomy pathetic sad story of me. Well I may accidentally put some on this later, you may laugh on it.

This is my year! 2010 for GYNAECIA. Love, sucks. College, surviving. Europe, amazing. So I’m pretty much living in a rollercoaster ride. Do I regret this? Some of my words and acts, yes. For the entire story, not at all. This is another way of learning, becoming a better human, better person to deserve a better life on earth. Ya ya, gue nyoba sebijak mungkin napak tilas hidup gue setahun ini. Sulit sih, some of it bikin ngenes sih, but I’m looking forward for my life in next year.

A friend of mine, months ago, said this when I was grumbling about my life scene, “Gyna, I don’t want to be your sweet mouth friend. Shit happens. Now’s your turn to taste them, gross, but yes you have to so you know how to prevent yourself from another shit, or if the shit comes again, you know how to handle yourself in a better way, and you know life after shit-happening-period is heavenly sweet. So yes, eat that now, girl.” Nice friend huh?!

Jadi inget-inget lagi duluuuuu banget, masih di tahun 2010, hemm…waktu itu lagi sedih nestapi mau mati tapi ngga berani tapi hidup juga setengah sadar gitu, then, setelah nyoba nerimo, setelah akhirnya bisa ngomong “ yoweslah ya… sedih dulu gapapa deh” , sweet karma happened. Someone new was there (well not now), then I got a good mark on exam, and EUROPE. Splendid journey. I promise I’ll write my trip in another time,k?

Candy has more glucose after you taste espresso. Bahkan espresso yang pahitnya amit-amit punya kenikmatan sendiri. Kebanyakan manis-manis juga ngga bagus kan? Keenakan, lupa diri trus diabetes, mati deh. Imbangi dengan makanan berserat, buah-buahan dan olahrga serta gaya hidup sehat. Oke, gue mahasiswa kedokteran, nyeremoet dikit, maaf. Candy, for a great things happen after the sucky things, mentioned as espresso.
I’m not having my sweet moment now, but I know I will. That’s why I’m looking forward for 2011. I don’t mind what happened this year, I’ll keep it for me. I’m just more then ready for another life journey. Au revoir 2010 !

I think I need a cup of espresso, for tomorrow's ah tonite, later, New Year's Eve Party, well yes to keep me up alnite. Want some,pals? :)